can u shout?

i never get calls

no more time for me

i miss sheba

he dont like to talk to me

i dont think im interesting anymore

if i get lost will u care? will you try to find me?

i hate being second best

jealousy has taken over me

stop being mean

i try to be nice

rain forest cafe, chai tea latte, sushi bar, ripleys and gap, the first of the month.

losing sight of you now

im lost, find me.

new cut

pics duh

yup yup thats us. we crazy, n we weird. so dont fuck with this, cause it's bubba n lala. don't get all freaked out gosh its only us.

^ this is us being ourselves

^ us being playful

^ us being "up there"

^ us chillin

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT, I KNOW LAUREEZY GOT A LIL CORNY N SHIT ON YA FOLKS N CHEA ALL THE SHIT MAY HAVE BEEN TRUE YESTERDAY. BUT HEY PEOPLE CAN CHANGE THEY MIND JUST LIKE THAT N U KNOW WHAT I DID. NOW EVERYTHING'S STILL THE SAME WID THE FRIENDS N FAM. MAYBE U CAN DO THA MATH TO FIND OUT WHAT'S DIFFERENT. EVERYTHIN ABOUT THAT ONE SUBJECT IS NOW THE OPPOSITE.

HEAR THE "BITCH" ROAR MOTHAFUCKA. NEVER AGAIN NIGGA- EVER. U WANTED ME TO KICK ROCKS, WELL GUESS WHAT IM KICKIN THEM RIGHT BACK TO U. FOR EVERY ACTION, THERE'S A REACTION. REGUARDLESS WHO ACTED FIRST, IT'S OVER, DONE WITH, IN OTHER WORDS "IT'S CURTAINS". NEVER AGAIN WILL I GIVE LOVE TO NIGGA WHO COULDN'T HANDLE A "BITCH". ME? A BITCH? NAH LOOK AROUND N SEE WHO'S THE BITCH NOW. BUT U KNOW WHAT, IT'S KOO N I AIN'T MENTIONING NO NAMES N SHIT, N HEY IF PEOPLE KNOW THEN THEY KNOW. MAN I AIN'T EVEN GONNA TRIP OFF THIS, JUST SOME DIRT TO GET OFFA MY SHOULDER. FUCK THIS. IM OUT

YEAH...

HERE'S AN UPDATE FOR U NOiSY BEEZYS

well this whole week has been alright i guess, aside from all the bad shit happening wid my grades, but hey my fault there as always procrastination will get that shit done later than sooner. ugh, well lets see my monday was a good day. went to school did my work n chea

got to kick it wid the favoritest =). i got to just lie down n just really talk, n just enjoy the company ya know. i mean i like that n i admit i was fucked up n shit but im learning n realizing a lot of shit now. hopefully it don' t clap back n fuck me over in the end.  but yeah things with the future mr. have been good. i need someone who's down n real n not just here today gone tomarrow. n that's him, although there a whole lotta speed bumps on our road to recovery, i think we'll make it. i just gotta handle my shit the right way. stop fuckin around, stop tryna be like this n that. i need satisfaction with myself first, then i can work with the shit in front of me. my eyes are half way open n i can see the greatness in him. i put a lot of shit on this guy n still, still, still he's here. can't believe it. i mean deem. i hate passive ass girls n shit who let a guy fuck with their heart, talk down to them n shit, n not do anything about it. that aint me. i ain't never been no punk like that. but it's really fucked up how i've been to someone who's never done any of that shit to me, n to stay n deal with my bullshit? deng words can't describe the appriciation he deserves. the patience that i aint never acknowledged. but imma do better, we gonna work this out as friends first kae bubs n then-forever. love ya boy, n that's real.... muah

but yeah on with the whole friend life. i mean deng i got some koo ass friends n all but deng its like not a lot of them really get me n maybe that's why i be snappin n shit at them, i mean no disrespect but u guys really don't know me n it ain't nothin personal-not that many people know me know me. i may seem all crazy n brave but there's something deeper i guess, im not just a loud crazy mouth girl, and it takes a shit load of years to get to know me that well, but really tho im koo with the people around me, u fuckin rockers make me laugh out silent, luv yall really-thanks. n yeah i know i said all this shit about i wanna fight someone before graduation but deng, nobody really irritates me that much ha sike. nah but really who tho?

now the fam bam situation is fuckin crazy. i dont really talk bout this shit unless i reaaaaaalllllllyyyyy trust u to death n all that. lets just say it aint what it seem-yadida? o eyah speakin of the fam, just wanted to give a shout to the mijo/cuzzin killacal, n the manong crazychris. do ya thang, n dont let no beezy's get in the way of that shit.

n on a personal note. I HATE HOES- (GIRLS N GUYS) REALLY I DO. iF I HAD THE POWER TO KiLL ALL YALL BiTCHES I WOULD. N YEAH A GUY CAN BE A BiTCH, iF YALL CAN CALL GiRL BiTCHES THEN WE SURE AS HELL CAN CALL YALL ONE TOO.=)

o yeah bubba, im down-just be patient.